One of the compelling themes in Normal People is the deep bond that Marianne and Connell share.  On more than one occasion Marianne says ‘it’s not like this with other people’ when referring to their sexual connection. The strong chemistry between these young lovers is partly due to their couple fit but how that chemistry is maintained through the years is about distance and individuation. I will come back to this later. 

First, let’s explore their couple fit. As with most couples, Marianne and Connell’s couple fit is a promising combination of similarities and differences. They share the absence of a father figure yet their maternal relationships couldn’t be more different. Marianne comes from an affluent yet dysfunctional family with a critical and cold mother, and a brother who torments her. In contrast, Connell’s from a working class family with a warm and loving single mum.

They have just enough for some common ground but their opposite experiences spark an intrigue and curiosity in each other.  Most importantly, however, they both struggle with feelings of self worth and confidence. Early on, in their brief exchanges, there is an unconscious recognition that they share a feeling of ‘not quite fitting in’ and a self consciousness (e.g. Marianne notices how Connell has a tendency to blush). So here we have the foundation of unconscious attraction that acts as a ‘hook’. It’s that curious feeling when you’ve met someone that for some reason continues to linger in your head. 

So how do our protagonists maintain their chemistry throughout the years? One can say that distance maintains their connection, but it’s also about individuation. As much as we want Connell and Marianne to go to the debs together and live happily ever after, it’s developmental that they break up and go on to date other people as this facilities them to individuate. When meeting couples in therapy who have been together for several years from a young age, it is common that I experience them as ‘merged’, as if they have become one person. Relationships tread a fine line between separateness and closeness, with often tensions and differences about how much space is ‘allowed’ in the relationship.

I won’t go into detail as I wouldn’t want to spoil the story for anyone who hasn’t seen the series or read the book. But there is a moment when Marianne and Connell make a choice about their future which again, allows for growth, not just for their relationship but them as individuals. All too often, and with good intentions, promises of forever are made but this type of ‘rescuing’ can backfire in the long run because as the fabulous Esther Perel says in Mating in Captivity:

‘Introducing uncertainty sometimes requires nothing more than letting go of the illusion of certitude’.